Irritated

Do you ever have days when you are just plain irritated? Since we got the news about moving I have been so irritated for no real reason. Daddy D is really trying to get some things done and taken care of and I really appreciate it but he is driving me a little crazy at the same time. I just want to have the normal 3 months to plan but nope we get 2 months because of when school ends here and starts there. Top that off with the fact that a zillion soldiers are all moving to the same area at the same time we are.

So all the rental houses are gone and now I am having to look at buying a house and possibly keeping it as a rental for several years. We swore we would never buy again after the last fiasco 10 years ago. But what can we do? The military housing is full and the rentals are gone so we are pretty much stuck we have to buy and we have to buy NOW! Of course we have no money saved to travel because we were planning to save it over the next 3 months and just rent a home right before we moved in August.

Someone up there is laughing at me! And it is not helping at all.....I am super irritated. Poor Daddy D! I just need him to tell me what he wants and how he wants it done and he just keeps beating around the damn bush. Seriously if we need to go now then say "lets go now" or if you think we need to wait say "I think we should wait a week and then go." HOW FREAKING HARD IS THAT! I am NOT a mind reader and I dont know what point you are trying to make when you spend 10 minutes tip toeing around the issue.

I think it is the rush that is driving me crazy! But I hate making final decisions because they are final. LOL What if I buy a house today and the market crashes tomorow. What if I buy a house today and the one next door comes up for rent the next day? What if I buy a house today and they divert us at the last minute to another base?

I CANT DO THIS!!!!!